lest you think it's gotten easier...

Tuesday morning - my first day back to work - I almost didn't make it. He'd been here the night before and left around 11pm or so - just after I'd gone to bed. Just after he left I heard Ru head downstairs toward the door. He then started this sad little cry that I've never heard before. It was heartbreaking. CJ does just fine, but Ru is pretty attached to him. Every time he sleeps Ru is there.

I can totally see how couples would stay together just for the sake of the kids. I can see how grown people would decide to forego their own personal happiness for their children. Sadly, not for cats. I barely slept and the next morning I lost it for a bit.